It's the 15th day of 2011 already and I have wanted to make this blog post since FOREVER. But yep, since I'm diagnosed with serious case of procrastination, what can I do about it? Okay fine, I'm lazy and seriously busy recently. Homework on the first day of school. Who ask me don't want to do holiday homework?

Anyway, life has been good and hopefully will get better in the future. I want to enjoy this year so badly. I want to make full use of this year. I want to spend more time with my friends this year. It's the Sec 4 year already. I'm already missing St Nicholas even though I have yet left. But St Nicholas had played such a big part in my life. Err, why am I posting all these when I still have 11 more months before I leave?!


2011 Resolutions: 
I never gotten a chance to really sit down and think. Actually I did thought about it, I just didn't pen it down. That make it seems rather 'invalid' and I don't follow it hahah. I'm gonna like 'officialise' it now. 

1. To walk with God this year. Hold on tight to His hand and get Him to help me. I don't wanna live this year alone. I wanna live this year with Him. I have been abandoning my Daddy recently. And I found no peace. This time round, I'm gonna do it right. 
2. To have better time-management. (!!!!!!!) So important this year. I can't rot away my life this year. It's like the die-die-must-study year. hmm, I think I improved on it, but there are much much more room for improvement!
3. My 7A1's! (4points?) I want to get it so badly. I also don't know why. I want to go to VJ but it's so freaking far and hard to get in. But I'm gonna strive hard to achieve my 7A1's this year (: 
4. To spend more time with my family and friends. 

What have I done.
What have you done to her.
You are so mean. So so mean.

I know she's at fault too. But still.......what do you want from her?

And why am I feeling bad.

don't tell me just because of all the rumours going around, people actually stopped streaming. No. TripleS, we are more than that. Don't just believe in rumours can! Trust them. All they said is to trust them. In the X Concert, they are crying because all they can say is to trust them. And they know, many of us will find it hard to trust them. 


Hais, why am I so agitated? Prolly because of the LACK OF SLEEP and ALSO MY MESSY ROOM THAT I CLEANED HALF WAY.


Now, I hafta get myself out of this house and drag myself to Alto training, which I have not attended before. And I have 3 meetings that I needa attend in this week and next week. Why am I feeling sorry for myself? That's so not me. lol. actually, it is kinda me. okay.

I hereby declare that from today onwards, I shall work hard and be a better person. I shall strive hard in everything that I have committed myself into even if I hate it. So that includes our friendship. So if I hate you, I will still strive hard to make it a better friendship. But right now, I don't hate anyone. See I'm such a loving person. I deserve more love! So does SS501!

and today is a new beginning, not an ending. I shall look forward to the sunrise of everyday as it's a new beginning! okay, I'm done crapping.

Bye people.

I love Jesus! :D

Lord, I need to stay strong. Help me. 


Hi people! I'm home! Russia was cold and awesome, but it gets hotter and hotter everyday! Highest temperature was 23 degrees and coldest was 7 degrees. I'm not used to darkness now since I don't see the dark at all in Russia, unless I stay up till 3am (which I did on the last night. gossiping with Seniors are so fun!)

Anyway, I was trying not to procrastinate today. But failing miserably. I slept till 12pm today and I went to bed at 11pm yesterday. Smart eh. I slept for 13 hours. Haha. I can't exactly blame jetlagging cause I slept on the plane like for 8 hours!

And I have been streaming 'Love Ya' for the past 1 hour. Boys, you hafta win! Bonamana shoot up like 3 places. Guess all the Elfs are hating us now, since we killed their 15 consecutive win. Lol. Mianhae, Dorothy and Jiaen. Hahaha. Anyway, SS501's contract ended on 13th June. And they *poof* went missing. I bet they have NO MANAGERS and NOTHING now. I'm super upset right now. Praying hard that the DSP president will just quickly recover and get the whole contract thing done. At least Kyu and Baby posted on the website reassuring us that they will stay five forever as one.Love ya is still playing. Haha, I'm sure i will be able to memorise the whole song by the end of the day!

anyone up for Eclipse! It's next thursday!
right now, only Angelia and Brandon confirmed. And I'm not sure whether Angelia jiejie will be able to make it or not. Since she's supposedly busy that day.

And sorry guys, I did not buy any gifts for you all. Haha. I bought 6 Russian doll but I 不舍得 to give them away. They are so pretty and EXPENSIVE. I spent like $200++ there can! Around 100 Euros. Bloody hell expensive.

Super pissed off now. Never felt that coming back to Singapore will be bad thing. Though I miss my room, church and my mama papa a lot, the stress are coming back. Omg, would you just be straight to the point and stopped beating around the bush! I don't care anymore okay.

Suckers, bye