it's my platform.

lifeofasngurl

2011-07-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car

Thank you so much for everything. I will be alright.

Such a Fool

2011-03-07T18:12:00.002+08:00

I'm such a fool to stay by the side of my phone and wait for your text to appear.

Which never did happen.........

Update

2011-02-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

Got trapped Got Out Cried non-stop for three days straight Flunk my CA Failed all papers Still slacking No more freedom Fell in and out of love Still here Annoyed Happy Emotional Sensitive Crazy ......

MARCH 2011 IS HERE.

and I'm still Me! :D

2011; a new beginning?

2011-01-20T16:06:00.000+08:00

It's the 15th day of 2011 already and I have wanted to make this blog post since FOREVER. But yep, since I'm diagnosed with serious case of procrastination, what can I do about it? Okay fine, I'm lazy and seriously busy recently. Homework on the first day of school. Who ask me don't want to do holiday homework?

Anyway, life has been good and hopefully will get better in the future. I want to enjoy this year so badly. I want to make full use of this year. I want to spend more time with my friends this year. It's the Sec 4 year already. I'm already missing St Nicholas even though I have yet left. But St Nicholas had played such a big part in my life. Err, why am I posting all these when I still have 11 more months before I leave?!

2011 Resolutions:
I never gotten a chance to really sit down and think. Actually I did thought about it, I just didn't pen it down. That make it seems rather 'invalid' and I don't follow it hahah. I'm gonna like 'officialise' it now.

To walk with God this year. Hold on tight to His hand and get Him to help me. I don't wanna live this year alone. I wanna live this year with Him. I have been abandoning my Daddy recently. And I found no peace. This time round, I'm gonna do it right.
To have better time-management. (!!!!!!!) So important this year. I can't rot away my life this year. It's like the die-die-must-study year. hmm, I think I improved on it, but there are much much more room for improvement!
My 7A1's! (4points?) I want to get it so badly. I also don't know why. I want to go to VJ but it's so freaking far and hard to get in. But I'm gonna strive hard to achieve my 7A1's this year (:
To spend more time with my family and friends.

SHIT IT THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED LIKE LAST WEEK?! MY MUM CAME IN AND THEN I KINDA STOPPED ME FROM USING THE DAMN COMPUTER. AND I FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT HAHAHAHAHAH. OKAY BYE

Good Game

2010-12-07T00:56:00.002+08:00

What have I done.
What have you done to her.
You are so mean. So so mean.

I know she's at fault too. But still.......what do you want from her?

And why am I feeling bad.

sucker

2010-10-18T17:29:00.002+08:00

post removed.
bye.
i shouldnt even blog/twit
cause in this world, you can't really expresses yourself without being judged.

still spazzing

2010-10-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

I'M ON THE VERGE OF RETAINING

BUT I'M STILL OBSESSED WITH MY SS501

So, I'm blogging again.

2010-09-05T03:34:00.000+08:00

Hello people, this photo is from/by me. I took it. Yes, I saw him in real life.

And I'm still suffering from withdrawal. WTS

And so...... I'm blogging again. I just realised that I have not blogged for super long, like 4 months? Or at least 3 months. Haha, but I have this urge to blog recently. Probably cause I wanna share 'bout my experience at the Showcase and Fan Meet. But wait, I'm not gonna yak non-stop about it okay. It was fun but I'm getting over it. I mean it.

I'm loving my blogskin since the day I created it hahaha. It's like AWESOME okay. It is black and grey and it has baby in it. What's there not to like about. keke.

Life hasn't really been cooperating/going the way I want it to. But whatever man, screw it. Life is for you to screw it up. Nah, joking. L1R5 43, passed 3 subjects only and omg, my percentage is so surprisingly little. tsk, I kept asking myself, what have I been doing man? K-pop too much, I bet. Anyway, have been searching for tuition teachers and my uncle had kindly agreed in helping me with Math and Chemistry.

I must not retain, I must not retain, I must not retain.

I WILL NOT RETAIN, SUCKERS

GOODNIGHT Y'ALL

And I ask myself....

2010-06-25T18:16:00.000+08:00

~~why are they not in TOP 20?~~

don't tell me just because of all the rumours going around, people actually stopped streaming. No. TripleS, we are more than that. Don't just believe in rumours can! Trust them. All they said is to trust them. In the X Concert, they are crying because ~~all they can say is to trust them.~~ ~~And they know, many of us will find it hard to trust them.~~

Hais, why am I so agitated? Prolly because of the LACK OF SLEEP and ALSO MY MESSY ROOM THAT I CLEANED HALF WAY.

Now, I hafta get myself out of this house and drag myself to Alto training, which I have not attended before. And I have 3 meetings that I needa attend in this week and next week. Why am I feeling sorry for myself? That's so not me. lol. actually, it is kinda me. okay.

I hereby declare that from today onwards, I shall work hard and be a better person. I shall strive hard in everything that I have committed myself into even if I hate it. So that includes our friendship. So if I hate you, I will still strive hard to make it a better friendship. But right now, I don't hate anyone. See I'm such a loving person. I deserve more love! So does SS501!

and today is a new beginning, not an ending. I shall look forward to the sunrise of everyday as it's a new beginning! okay, I'm done crapping.

Bye people.

I love Jesus! :D

I'm home and bad stuff are coming to me.

2010-06-23T14:15:00.000+08:00

Lord, I need to stay strong. Help me.

Hi people! I'm home! Russia was cold and awesome, but it gets hotter and hotter everyday! Highest temperature was 23 degrees and coldest was 7 degrees. I'm not used to darkness now since I don't see the dark at all in Russia, unless I stay up till 3am (which I did on the last night. gossiping with Seniors are so fun!)

Anyway, I was trying not to procrastinate today. But failing miserably. I slept till 12pm today and I went to bed at 11pm yesterday. Smart eh. I slept for 13 hours. Haha. I can't exactly blame jetlagging cause I slept on the plane like for 8 hours!

And I have been streaming 'Love Ya' for the past 1 hour. Boys, you hafta win! Bonamana shoot up like 3 places. Guess all the Elfs are hating us now, since we killed their 15 consecutive win. Lol. Mianhae, Dorothy and Jiaen. Hahaha. Anyway, SS501's contract ended on 13th June. And they *poof* went missing. I bet they have NO MANAGERS and NOTHING now. I'm super upset right now. Praying hard that the DSP president will just quickly recover and get the whole contract thing done. At least Kyu and Baby posted on the website reassuring us that they will stay five forever as one.Love ya is still playing. Haha, I'm sure i will be able to memorise the whole song by the end of the day!

anyone up for Eclipse! It's next thursday!
right now, only Angelia and Brandon confirmed. And I'm not sure whether Angelia jiejie will be able to make it or not. Since she's supposedly busy that day.

And sorry guys, I did not buy any gifts for you all. Haha. I bought 6 Russian doll but I 不舍得 to give them away. They are so pretty and EXPENSIVE. I spent like $200++ there can! Around 100 Euros. Bloody hell expensive.

Super pissed off now. Never felt that coming back to Singapore will be bad thing. Though I miss my room, church and my mama papa a lot, the stress are coming back. Omg, would you just be straight to the point and stopped beating around the bush! I don't care anymore okay.

Suckers, bye

rantxzcvzc and bitching

2010-06-21T06:13:00.000+08:00

Haha, just now was TOO EPIC. I love the greens! Coming to Russia helps me to bond with the greens and i am super sad that they are leaving.

But haha, i love the 'beijing' session just now. We were like ttly shouting and screaming around. Haha, and I actually kpoped awhile! HAPPY! with Celeste and Cassandra haha. It was AWESOME. (:

Tomorrow going home already! ): but i miss home alot. like really alot.
really enjoyed the trip anyway...

bye! it's 2am!

RUSSIA BABY

2010-06-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

Hello people and earthlings out there! I know your life aint fun without me arnd. Don't deny it, i know it. It's super obvious okay. Haha, and i also know that many of you miss me like super alot. you know, people like Isabelle *ahem ahem* and omg, CATHERINE! hahahahah :D I miss you guys too.

I'm listening to music high right now and feeling super happy. Baby is saying bye soon. Nooooooo... oh! he just mentioned comeback and Sistar's Push Push. No. No. No. He's playing the childbirth/sick song from Sistar. PUSH PUSH BABY. PUSH PUSH BABY. i should go to the toilet and push now. HAHAHA

Okay, now for some pictures! I'm like super annoyed that I can't upload photos on facebook. angry angry. but i shall upload some teaser photos here haha! Now i'm watching SS501'S fifth year anniversary fanmeeting. they all cried omg, i wanna cry soon!!! okay, no more talking. THE SKY IS STILL FREAKING BRIGHT OKAY. SO FREAKING IRRITATING!!!

and omg, baby just hugged a fan. *screams and cry* btw, photo is up there. bye

Russia.

2010-06-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

In less than 5 hours, I'm flying off to Russia for 10 days.
People, please miss me. Tyvm (:

Haha. Okay, I am really blessed to be able to go there for so little money. (I shall not reveal how much I'm paying since people might kill me. haha) and it's a great experience for me. I know that many people wants to go there real badly and I have the opportunity to do so but I am worried. Worried about what? I have no idea. I'm scared that I might miss home and my bed. But I brought my bear (now called junnie haha).

And after spending forever packing my luggage, it's more than 20kg so i'm bringing another hand carry luggage. Might be troublesome, but I don't care anymore. :D Just making the best out of everything !

My flight schedule:
Will reach Singapore on 22nd June 2010, 15:25pm, Terminal 1 (:

Standing on stage is really an amazing thing. As a performer, it's like a dream come true. Hais, I'm not going to come back with regrets. I'm going do well there and just enjoy myself. Rock on, Hui En! Hahahahaha.
And I will miss my computer! (:

Okay, Shalom. Miss me okay!
Especially, isabelle and jieyi. hahaha
Committee, work hard for the ministry fair okay! I want to come back and you guys tell me that it went smoothly and everything was fun!

so bye for the next 10 days!
I will try to update my blog. or twitter. See amanda lend me her comp anot. HAHA

Realization

2010-06-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hello peepz, I'm updating rather regularly nowadays. Usually, I will tell you the reason that i'm updating so frequently is that I've nothing to do. I'm bored, and so free. And I just came to a realization that I am indeed not free at all. I have so much to do and so much for me to do.

I really badly need to study. I don't wanna retain. This is how scared I am.
But I'm not working on it. I'm gonna work hard.

I really need to work on some fellowship/church stuff.
Despite constantly nagging at the committee, I realized I did not do much at all. hehe. mianhae

And I need to work on the 20/6 fair for fellowships! though I'm not gonna be around, I have to work on it too. kill me someone. That means I hafta work on the video montage already. And I have yet finish editing minutes. Save me save me save me.

Okay, and I believe I can still like my stars, but at the same time do my work well.
I just have to pioritize my life well.

Now, any kind soul willing to sponsor me headphones since my apple earpiece and headphone died on me. I'm a sad gurl since I will have no music for my stupidly long 13 hours flight to Amsterdam, then the stupidly long transit at Schipol Airport (8 hours long).

Hais, save me. Lord, help! ):

I'm seriousleeee proud of myself for making this.

But this is under the "wasting time" segment. ):

♥ huien

it's 501

2010-06-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Cheryl Lim!

Though I know you won't see this, but whatever! Hope you have fun @ vivo with Shalom (sad4me!)

Happy birthday, SS501.

you are five! (:

사랑해요

short post for the time being.

2010-06-06T23:46:00.001+08:00

~~I WILL EDIT THIS TOMORROW! I NEEDA SLEEP SOON. DAD IS SCREAMING.~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHALOM!

WE ARE TWO! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEADER KIM HYUNJOONG!

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUNA! :D

I'M OUT :D

Comeback on Music Bank

2010-06-04T13:34:00.001+08:00

Today is the day! Today is the day! In another 5 hours, they are coming back. My 5 men are coming back with the powerful song, Love Ya. And the Ballad, "Let Me Be The One'. I'm so excited! But...I'm stuck in CCA! So I am gonna spaz and go crazy once I'm home from CCA and Church Choir.

Today post is all about fangirling.
LOVE YA SCREEN CAPS AND MV! (plus my not-so-bias opinion).
I'm gonna do something like what I have done with Kara - Lupin over here. (:

Should I do a members' profile? haha, YES! too bad to any readers that hate kpop, like Catherine.

But Isabelle, this post is dedicated to you!

Leader, Kim Hyun Joong

Omg, he danced superbly well despite being injured. Even we can see his bandage and he's in pain! How is he gonna perform for today's comeback with sucha powerful song and hard dance choreography? I'm sad.

Main Vocal, Heo Young Saeng

He looks okay (pretty good) in this MV. haha. He is quite charismatic actually. And I love his voice. Really. It's AWESOME. In this song, he has this "i'm so sexy" voice. haha Love it! Jiaen, you did not make the wrong choice! Mwhaha, get over Sungmin and come to us baby. :D

Centre of everything, Kim Kyu Jong

I think this is the first time I ever heard him rap. Omg, he sounds fantastic! I can't believe he rapped so well. I was really really shocked when I heard it. Especially, the rapping part was one of my favourite in the whole song! Kyujong ftw!

Sexy Charisma, Park Jung Min

To be honest (baby, mianhae), I think he has always looked the best in everything. Haha, including this MV. He is my second favourite member in SS501 as he is so charismatic and love to 电 people with his eyes. Park Jung Min, you make my heart flutter <3

Baby of the group, Kim Hyung Jun

BABY! <3 Okay, honestly, I don't like him with this hair style. I'm sad now ): Anyway, I love his rapping and his english pronunciation one very good! So proud of you, baby! And I'm definitely in love with that line, "Baby won't you come to me? I will make you make you happy!" OKAY! :D

This song, all in all, it was ABSOLUTELY FANTABULOUS!

But I do have this question in my mind. Will they be able to perform it well live?

It's gonna be hard to sing into the mike and dance the dance since the dance is so hard!

But we will see, since their comeback is today~

we're out

& i'm out for cca!

when i have the time....

2010-06-03T18:45:00.002+08:00

I have time tomorrow, like finally!
But there's CCA at 2.30pm! ):
But still it's better than waking up early in the morning for school!

PRAISE THE LORD!

needa update, i know.

2010-05-31T20:20:00.003+08:00

Life has been good, bad and sometimes just okay and plain.

Nothing really interesting anyway.
Don't mind all the emo posts please. I'm perfectly fine! (:
just sometimes, I feel the need to be on the top of all your list. I guess I'm really greedy.

BBQ was a success! I'm so happy everything turns out fine. And the weather was awesome! Not so hot and windy. Many new friends turn up! Guess we broke the Shalom new friends record! 6 new friends! Everyone had a blast! Guess shermin was really crazy. haha.

Photos via Jessie Ma on FB.

jessie!

shalom!

BISCUIT LOL

*MEOW* I prey.

Marshmallow ftw! <3

Chubby Hubby LOL

Catherine owns this game man!

Isabelle! I wish you were here ):

___________________________________________________________

That's all for BBQ! Love how Catherine, Jieyi and Me blast out loud on the lorry back home. Screaming at the top of our lungs all the songs that we know (outdated as well since me is kpopish, cat is epop and jieyi is mandopop)

Now to my current life:

I'm loving SS501'S NEW ALBUM, DESTINATION. omg, I used to hate the song 'Love Ya' but the MV is nice and the song is stucked in my head. Haha

Kyu's rapping! omg, so new for him but he's super cool! Baby makes me melt again haha. Jungmin's hip thrust makes me faint and Leader looked so man and girl at the same time! argh. Youngsaeng BADBOY look rocks (:
Today, during chinese test, Baby's part in Love Ya kept repeating itself in my head. "Baby, why don't you come to me? I will make you happy!" I don't mind really. But I was having a test. lol
My mind kept mixing Crazy4you and Love Ya together. gahhhh

You're Beautiful is AWESOME.

♥huien

sometimes...

2010-05-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I feel unappreciated.
Sometimes, I wonder where I stand.
Sometimes, I wonder where you stand in my life.
Sometimes, I wonder whether I can do it.
Sometimes, I cry for no reason.
Sometimes, I wonder whether I am important.
Sometimes, I wonder why.

Why jealousy is forever eating me up.
Why I actually care about you.
Why you seems to not be there.
Why I always worry.
Why I wanna be on your top of the list.
Why how important I am to you actually matters.

What am I to you?
Am I your friend?
Am I someone you trust?
Am I someone that you can come to when you have problems?
Am I someone that can cheer you up?
Am I someone that is a burden to you?

Sometimes, I really do wonder why.
I will be better as the Lord is with me (:

p-m-s

2010-05-23T19:53:00.001+08:00

PMS

updates

2010-05-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

hi, i updated. (:

#501day

2010-05-01T21:37:00.001+08:00

#501day trending now! <3

edit@11:07pm

hi all, i'm done spamming twitter. SS501 marathon has also just ended on SEOUL.FM. had an awesome time spamming twitter. Sorry all followers though! (:

Mummy was quite pissed since today i told her that I will use until 10.15pm only but i kinda exceeded. hah, met so many new friends on twitter today!

Someone unfollowed me. I don't know who. If you are reading this, I'm sorry okay! But there's an increase in my followers! haha (: And sharing some photos before i'm sleeping :D

new album's photo! can't wait!

though album didn't release today, i will still be anticipating!

2nd on twitter! :D

sad that we didn't made the first place.

nevermind! >:D

my two501 tweets! :D

I've spammed so much that this happen. best. -.-.

okay, good night peeps.

lotsa ♥

let's see....

2010-04-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

I seriously thinks Baby looks good in white.

♥♥♥

Long time no post! Let's see what I wanna say... hmmmm.

I'm annoyed with everything recently. But I've solved that! Hopefully, it lasts! Thank you Lord!
I'm studying hard but not hard enough. At least got improvements luh!
I screwed up Oral today. hehe
I'm still loving SS501(longest idol craze i think)
I'm watching Down with Love. It hasn't disappointed me yet.
I miss S.H.E's Concert. It was awesome ):
I'm not looking forward to camp. But at the same time, I am. Hahahaaa.
I'm a princess, cause my Father in Heaven is a King. <3
I love myself.
And see how self-centered I am. This posts has more than 15 'I's. Hehehe.

Goodnight, peeps. ♥

mystery and misery

2010-04-24T18:35:00.000+08:00

I'm sad and emoing over SS501. I miss them super much. Saw all the photos of them landing in Japan for Hallyu Concert this sunday, I miss them so much. But good news is that they are coming back on 1st May! That's 8 days away! (:

Seriously hope that they don't postpone again. (:
fangirl and updates later (:

murdering my ipod

2010-04-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

I am pissed off. Not at anyone, but my Ipod. Screw it. I wna throw it down from the tenth floor.

S.H.E IS THE ONE PHOTOS

2010-04-19T16:49:00.001+08:00

photos here!

am still really high all because of Claire. lol

check out the tix! (check out the price. lol)

Thanks Claire Mama for the tix anyway! :D

inside the stadium, excited to the max!

LIGHTSTICK SPECS (:

STARTING! (:

not really clear ):

am jealous. -.-.

the show girls dance (:

blurry. it's super sweet when they sing 老婆 facing each other. <3

i'm lazy to upload already cause it's taking forever.

And i only took a few videos. So no fancam for you guys.

Watch it at youtube (:

And I heard me and Claire screamed 'hebe' on one of the fancam. xD

more photos on my facebook

S.H.E is the One Concert

2010-04-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

had a blast yesterday night!

no photos yet. Camera needs to be charged before I can upload! (:

Apparently, yesterday, one of my church member went too!

and she heard me and claire screamed 'HEBE!' at a quiet time. heehee (:

The whole stadium laughed and hebe fans screamed!

omgeez, I don't want the concert to end!

It was AMAZING.

didn't record much videos. only a few. (:

nights peepz.

I have yet study for Geog test. hahaaa!

S.H.E IS THE ONE

2010-04-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

AM GOING TO THE CONCERT.

HAPPY TTM

save the Earth!

2010-04-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

I woke up. I smelled the haze. This is how i described the smell of haze.

It smells like the whole world farted at the same time. - Lee Hui En

People save the world man. The earth is dying. Weather has gone haywire. And i'm seriously wondering why the hell am I studying Geography? Okay. That have no link to this topic.

I know that the whole wide world know that the Earth is dying. And what for do we waste effort saving the Earth since it's gonna die sooner or later? I used to think this way, but I wanna save the Earth now. For my sake. lol.

I can't stand this freaking hot weather that can kill. I mean it. It almost kill all our braincells today. Imagine doing math sum for 1 hour and 45 minutes in this kind of crazy heat. Damn the stupid weather. And when I reached home, bathe and finally get to on my air-con, it rained. It rained so heavily that it is flooded at certain areas! ):

Save the World, peepz! Just recycle paper! Don't write one word on the foolscap then throw it away! re-use the paper. There's such thing called the 'correction tape' okay! I can totally be St Nicholas' Green Club President already (:

So proud of myself.

Bye. :>

this is damn cute. (:

Youngsaeng tried very badly to act like hyunjoong "stripping". WATCH THE VID !

funny

2010-04-11T23:16:00.001+08:00

my conversation with my parents today is funny.

i mean it. (:

home alone

2010-04-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

am gonna start watching "you're beautiful" and "the woman that still wants to be married"

I'm loving my skin (:

Isabelle, I'm not going to delete my blog lah! Joking only lah.

numb

2010-04-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

I know you guys are super interested in my life, like real.

Today sucks the most. I'm telling you.

Reasons why today sucks...

Piano lesson, I got fucking scolded for 1 hour and 15 minutes. Hi my dearest piano teacher, firstly, you don't give me time to think before I answer. You expect me to answer immediately after you asked the screwed questions. I'm sorry for sucking at scales. I can't help it. And I did admit to you that I did not practiced during the hols and during the fifth week. So, you can't expect much from me. And I'm not pampered, okay. I'm super sorry that we have a super big generation gap. I guess you are 60 + so I don't blame you for not understanding how tiring school can be. And how heavy my screwed school bag is. Who ask you to live up the hill?
Now imma talk about someone that is close to me. First of all, hi to that person out there *waves*. Please kindly know that you don't own me. I'm not your property. Neither am I your puppet. You don't talk to me when you have no friends then ditch me for other people. I'm not your doll. Tyvm.
Today, I wanted to activate my screwed colour-me-tones. And yep, I called Singtel helpline. They said that I need my guarantor to talk to them (my father). So I faked my voice. Yeps, i did that. And I got caught. Embarrassing much?
I'm super tired today. I can't concentrate at all. I fell deep asleep during Literature class and dreamt of SS501. But I woke knowing that I dreamt of them, but can't remember a single detail. -.-.
Math lesson sucks. I don't know a single thing. I'm probably gonna fail my upcoming test. Co-ordinate Geometry sucks. Why do you need to know how to find an equation of a line, or smth like that?

I know why I was 'depressed' already. Cause I refused to talk during that period of time. I'm tired of thinking how people will looked at me. I'm tired of caring about how others feel towards me. I don't care anymore.

I'm gonna say whatever I wanna say, but I'm gonna use my mouth to say things that will hopefully not hurt anyone. I'm gonna say stuff that can bring changes to this ~~fucked up~~ world.

Oh dearest huien, no vulgarities from today onwards.

It's becoming a habit.

I'm becoming someone that even I am scared of.

Lord, please help........

sushi!

2010-04-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

Sushi-ed with Isabelle! (:

Teeth hurting like mad since I just tightened it.

And oh yea, I got GREEN braces now!

to match with 501 day! (:

i love SS501 too much

Monday blues much?

2010-04-05T18:52:00.001+08:00

let the light shine on you

Damn, mondays suck the most. I hate waking up on monday to know that I have another 5 days to go before the weekends. But honestly, am not looking forward to weekends anymore. My weekends are usually PACKED TTM.

I have meetings after meetings on most Saturdays. Then I have tuitions after tuitions from 1.30 - 6.30pm. ): Sunday is pretty packed too. Starting from this sunday, most bible studies are shift to Sunday. And violin after fellowship. Grr. I'm beat!

Today was a tired day for me. I practically slept through all lessons. But high-ed with Claire during Math Extended. What Sex Kittens *meow* then what Auntie at geylang. haha! Super funny. Camwhored a little in class. I looked like a retard with Xiaoru's spec. *giggles*

Review on Holy week Camp

It was a tearful camp. Kept on crying and crying during the first day. Thank you Lord for dying for me. I kept thinking that we don't deserve it and how Jesus was an innocent man. He don't deserve to be crucified for people like us. We don't deserve to receive his forgiveness.

Thank you Lord! I love you! :D

Anyway, Holy week camp was great despite all the "waking up early" thing. Hais. Service at 6.30am is definitely not my thing. -.-. I'm deprived of sleep.

And Saturday's Cantata was super awesome! Rehearsal totally sucked. But the actual performance was SUPERB. A lot of ppl cried. It's all thanks to God's work. Hais.

gtg, btw. I love Deborah Ho. (:

happy birthday cat! :D

2010-04-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU DUMBDUMB! :D

I LOVE YOU OKAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

PARK CEO, PARK SEXY CHARISMA,

PARK POUTING PRINCE, PARK MAL(HORSE)

AND PARK JUNG MIN!

it's just so wrong to put catherine's bday and jungmin's bday post together.

since Catherine hates kpop. lol

Poor girl, who asked you to always hve same birthday as celebrities?!

i love you super much okay! :D

retarded

2010-04-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

~~My internet connection is slow today, that's why I can't add an ugly photo of Isabelle. Sadly. I will update tomorrow, if possible.~~

~~NO PROMISE. but.......~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABELLE!

YOU BETTER REREAD MY LONG ESSAY!

AND MANY LOVES FOR YOU!

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there's 501 hearts here for you!

love

2010-03-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

Lord, I know they are hurting.

Help me to accept them for who they are.

Send me, Lord.

Make me someone that can help You.

Lord, Help me Love.

fangirl-ing.

2010-03-20T12:03:00.000+08:00

Don't read this if you don't want to.
Cause am gonna fan girl now.

Not over SS501, over Kara. I'm bloody in love with them.

Especially their latest MV - Lupin. Major hotness.

Seriously, this song is AWESOME. I love all of them in it.

They have changed so much since their "Mister".

Park Gyuri - Leader of Kara

Okay, I noticed nothing special about her in this MV. She look somehow the same as 'Mister'. No change.

Han Seungyeon - Second oldest in Kara

I happened to think that she looks gooooood in short hair!

When she has long hair, it's super act cute-ish and so not her! Seriously.

Goo Hara - Third also Centre of Kara

I love her the most in this song!

My favourite member is still Nicole, but I've to say, she looks the best here.

It tooked me forever to decide who i like more in this stupid MV!

Yay to nicole! :D

I love her in Kara, and she's my second favourite in this MV!

She totally rocked short-hairness. :D

Jiyoung - Maknae of Kara

She is the one that CHANGES THE MOST. She's totally became a woman in this MV!

and can you believe it, she's only 16......!

shhhhhhhh.

vacation = happiness

2010-03-17T15:18:00.002+08:00

kay, let just say, I've been looking forward to the cruise. But recently, not so looking forward liao. But yesterday, after a good talk, (more like my dad talk, i cry), I'm looking forward to it again! :D

난 흥분 슈퍼 오전

not sure whether accurate anot. Doubt it is. But it says, I'm super excited~

okay. I need to bathe. Scared later no time to post. So, here's the post!

Byebye, Isabelle Chia. Go high with Regina, wait for my return. haha.

And Catherine Low, I wouldn't die lah. Also won't commit suicide lah!~

And Samuel Wong, my dad agreed for the recording liao! XD remember, you owe me a treat!

BEN AND JERRY!

Okay, I'm gonna binge eat on the cruise since it's free. Super Singaporean ah! Byebye <3

2010-03-16T10:32:00.000+08:00

Hi all, I'm back. (:

Go play this thing. Very accurate and scary. haha.

http://en.akinator.com

review on February

2010-03-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

Wow, time really really flies! It's march already, and I've moved on in many different areas. So much things have changed in sucha short time. It's only 28 days! Many friendships have improved, some drifted apart but i'm still loving my baby more and more each day!

Honestly, I'm quite pissed with certain people in my school. I understand that Claire is pissed off and I think I know the reason why. And the reason pisses me off too. But I'm trying to change, and I will change. Bit by bit! Lord, Help Me! ):

I've decided to post 501 reasons why I love SS501 from today onwards. Sometimes I may post more, sometimes I might not post at all. And I'm scared that I will repeat! haha, so i'm saving them in my words file. :D Hais, i'm in an awkward atmosphere now. And i'm passing some subjects borderline-y and failing some subjects badly. Eg: A MATH!!!!

bye

1) I love SS501 because they are the most bonded boyband I know of. (: